Discontent?

Yeh, I am. Very much so.

I couldn't even begin to tell you why. I wish I knew. Maybe I'm just feeling a bit emo right now. Maybe I'm frustrated with my assignments. Maybe I fall short of my own expectations of me.

I don't know.

...where the spirit of the I AM is, there is freedom.

-2 Corinthians 3:17

I'm still caught up in what I should be, or what I was/did. I'm living and searching in the places that God is not. YHWH, the I AM, is only found in the present tense. He is not found in the past, nor does He exist in the future.

At the end of the day, I'm still afraid. Afraid of what, I'm not quite sure. But what I know, is I haven't enough courage. Courage to what?

I wish I knew.